WEll It has Been a while... A Long While.. so if you have nothin better to do, then let me fill you in with a Long story to catch you up on my life...
Their once was a real young Lad...lol.. jus kidding..
Well I Graduated from high school not 2 long ago and I had pretty much my life planned. I was goin to move in with my father and he was gonna help me look for a place to stay once i got a job. then i was goin to go into the aitforce for about 3 ta 4 years so that I can get moneys to pay for the directing school I want to go to in Ventura.
So i graduate and i move in with my father, and as soon as i got their he was on my ass like white on rice. everyday for like 4 days straight i went out to do applications and turn them in. and everyday i got yelled at for not getting a job.. I'm not sure if he no but Rome was not built in a day and with that being said, statistically, you can not get a job in a day...So a few days later I went to Funland with some friends right and then called and told then that i might not be home that night because it is really late and i cannot walk home do to the curfue thing...then they jus hung up on me...So i went to me friends where i stayed the night and it was the first time i had a Yager Bomb..Those Thing are Insane..but yea..My plan was to wake up and get home...The next day I get home and Most of my close are allready packet and outside...I call, no one answers. I ring the doorbell, No one answers.So i sit outside for 2 hours and my father peeks his head out the door and continues yelling at me...and then befor i could say a word, he slames the door in my face..he did this 2 more times and each time slamming the door in my face. I ended up sitting out side for about 6 hours but as i was sitting in the heat. I started contemplaiting that it was my fault for being selfish and i should have been home earlier. I was wishing that if I had the chance to do it all over again. I would have changed that situation in a heart beat. After i was waiting outside one of my close friend you is like a Tru brother and his family is one i admier and who i respect. his mom came to pick me up..My mom call me and starts to cuss me out and asks if i want to stay with them. i told her yea, then she hands up on me. Calls me back an hour later and says that i now have no choice..My father ends up picking me up and he said some Stupid, Retarted, AAAAHHHH thing pretty much putting the blaim on them for picking me up after he kicked me out. So i get back to his house to get the rest of me stuff and wait for my mother to pick me up..As i was gathering my belongings, i realized that the family that i wish for, the father and brother i wish i had, the mother that i could be open with about anything. I realized that it was a Dream, a Fantisy for what i got is a Father that Does not understand anything about being a Father or how to. A Brother who doesnt even Want a Brother. And a Mother who Is Never around when I need her.. Once i came across this.. It was insanely depressing and emotional..
Some to rap this all up.. Me mom picks me up andnow i'm back in bako for my plans have been ruined but not demollished..
I guess what I have learned from this experienc is that if you jus stop to think about what you have..Can open the real truth from what you wish you had in a family or what not, to what you really have.. and They didnt Lie when whoever said the Truth HURTS.. | 
